All my friends are suicidal and i am too

I see my old cuts
On my thighs
Pretend it’s fine, pretend it’s fine
On the inside i ask myself why
Am i still cursed to be this way
You cannot change
What has been done
My problems chase me
I cannot run
Become an angel
Float in the sky
But fall to hell
To rot and cry

Again i rise
Emotionally dry
Accept my fate
For who am i
Again i die
Emotionally dry
Accept my fate
For who am i