All I’ve Ever Known

It's a different kind of pain
Dragging me through every day
Not the same that it was last week
It still hurts just differently
And I'm ripping off my hair
In the bathroom of a cafe
I am stuck in a groundhog month
While my friends are having brunch

I don't cut my skin no more
Cause it heals longer than before

Cause all, all, all I've ever known
Is things they come and things they go
All, all, all I've ever seen
Is how fast good things disappear
Maybe I just ran out of luck
Maybe God doesn't give a fuck
Cause all, all, all I've ever known
Is things they come and things they go

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
That's all I've ever known

I can't drive on highways cause
I feel like I might die or worse
Have to work the same job harder
Just to pay off the bills for my car and
I am biting my nails off
Till I bleed to feel the hurt
Everybody's staring bluntly
Like they haven't seen the crazy

I don't call my mum no more
Cause now my issues are too much for her

All, all, all I've ever known
Is things they come and things they go
All, all, all I've ever seen
Is how fast good things disappear
Maybe I just ran out of luck
Maybe God doesn't give a fuck
Cause all, all, all I've ever known
Is things they come and things they go
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
That's all I've ever known

Punch a hole in the wall
Like I'm out of control
Yeah you bet that I am
I am scared of myself
Cut a whole in my shirt
Pinch myself till it hurts
I am over this life
Wake me up when I die
Punched a hole in the wall
I got rage in my bones
I am ready to fight
I need a reason why
All that I ever asked
Was for something to last
Cause all I've ever known
Was this fucked up world

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
That's all I've ever known