All I Ever Wanted

All I ever wanted to be was on my shit
I been gone ashes in the wind
All I ever wanted to see, was all my wins
Cuz really I ain't had one in a minute

All I ever wanted to be, was on my shit
Even as a kid I didn’t really need a bib cuz i was worried bout the plate, I was worried bout the place in which the people that was looking like me, was losing faith
I told the fam that I was doing good when I really wasn't straight I'm not the Superman I thought I cut my cape bought a Honda civic couldn’t cop the wraith, I know I did some wrong when she really couldn't look me in my facе

All she ever wantеd was me, all to herself
All I ever wanted was me, covered in wealth
The problem started past skin deep, within myself
I was tryna dig up some roots and break a spell
I planted plenty seeds in my products like Dave Chapelle
I gotta sell the truth the universe my clientele
I'm everything these rappers really not-like
I won't sell a nigga to a cop
But I could sell a second to a watch
My niggas serve the midget to the opps
I couldn't stop or even slow down until it hit me like a bat to the crown
I had to sit on the ground to contemplate my explanation
I gotta do this right by Allah walk with the nation
I stay up every night that's prolly why I'm so impatient
Way higher than a kite when I'm talking about my wavelength the frequency, 187’s I do em frequently, been the most wanted like Hussein there ain’t no seeing me
Why these niggas fronting like even if I gave em a head-start there ain't no beating me
Beating me? maybe think about it in yo dreams if you jump to other side just know the grass is rarely green
The life we live is priceless I had to build belief, Before I copped the mindset nothin but long sleeves
Before I found myself my problems was to the ceiling
I couldn’t find the words to explain the ways I was feeling
I couldn't fight the urges to keep the blade of my skin
Thinking back like all I ever wanted was a win
Thinking Black I know about the legends of my melanin
Shit is wack the way they cap the culture for the white man
Christ man, I don't mean to say his name in vain but this earth that he built for us is driving me insane tryna stay in my lane though I barely have control I got thoughts in my brain that I know I've never told
So i keep to myself, at times I feel alone I be calling up my brother Shwayze he pick up the phone and he feel the vibe is wrong he told me write a song said you right wrote a masterpiece it put me in my zone like the twilight, them niggas might be shiny they ain’t my bright,I wouldn't trade a chain in the world for all of my insight-on real life keep it on me like the shit was skin tight nose deep problem they ain't really tryna face me sucka shit and micro-aggressions don't really phase me insane the way she shot the boy I pray they never tase me cuz if I go they raising and hell don't even phase me so tell me what you made of be better if you showed me niggas scared to spread love but asking where the hoes be the women bout to give up on the idea of monogamy,I cultivate these rhymes to get em thinking like some coffee beans I aim to change a mind or two without the MKUltra please, niggas need to get together start handing out culture fees, vultures in the industry turn artists to upholstery fillem up with stuff then put they purchase where it's supposed to be,I lived on the other side there really ain't no coasting me, part of me was telling me that I could change the game flip the picture and the frame do for love and not for fame the power in humility i had to stick to grain cuz I got a few regrets and other times I did complain

All I ever wanted to be was on my shit
I been gone ashes in the wind
All I ever wanted to see, was all my wins
Cuz really I ain't had one in a minute
All I ever wanted to be, was on my shit
Even as a kid I didn't really need a bib cuz i was worried bout the plate, I was worried bout the place in which the people that was looking like me, was losing faith