All I Ever Wanted

[Chorus]
All I ever wanted was to be who I said I could be
Feelin' all the pressure
'Cause my dreams are not reality
Problems never [?] 'cause I hear I'm living my dreams
I'm praying for the haters and all the people who doubted me
Yeah, yeah

[Verse 1]
Never would I
Never would I ever known
I been gettin' tryna hustle grind out here on my own
I remember when I used to always go and steal [?]
Ducking dodging my momma I don't think that she even know
Lately I been
Lately I been all alone
Thinking 'bout the days we had to boil water on the stove
I lost my grandmother and it hurt my soul
Lost my brother D and we've been kicking it since twelve years old
God I'm wondering what's next for me
Battling with wrong desires
Is this a test for me?
Lord I stop but I just keep it going
I don't wanna lose this life and end up never ever knowing
I try to get it but then I stay back
I know you got it
I know that's a fact
I'm packing my bag
Takin' inches a route
I charge for the better but I'm still in a trap
God I really wanna be like you
'Cause I can gain the whole world and still lose You too

[Chorus]
All I ever wanted was to be who I said I could be
Feelin' all the pressure
'Cause my dreams are not reality
Problems never [?] 'cause I hear I'm living my dreams
I'm praying for the haters and all the people who doubted me
Yeah, yeah

I am free
Praise the Lord, I'm free
No longer bound
No more chains holding me
My soul is resting
Life's a blessing
Praise the Lord, hallelujah
I'm free
Free
I'm free
Praise the lord, hallelujah
I'm free

[Instrumental]