All Grown Up

[Chorus: Char Monedi]
My mind is goin' through a lot of places
My soul is goin' through a lot of phases
Unlearning and learning
I'm learning and learning
My mind is goin' through a lot of places
My soul is goin' through a lot of phases
No conformin', no forcin'
Explorin', we soarin'

[Verse: Dee XCLSV]
Feels like I'm living in my head but I still got a lot to address
I'm paper chasin' but I know what I need to protect
I started dealin' with the shit I was tryna supress
And fantasising about the days when i can worry less
I'm tryna work on all the shit that I chose to neglect
And all the friendships that I damaged while chasin' a cheque
'Cause I put on a brave face when I speak to my niggas
But you could hear it in my voice, got a lot on my chest, yeah
I feel indebted 'causе you told me first
You saw it in me when nobody startеd checkin' for me
When I was down these niggas used that shit as leverage on me
But I still pray to God He sent granny that message for me
And I remember niggas thinkin' that I lost it all
They'd rather get on Twitter than just give me a call
I with that nigga woulda told me before he did it
'Cause looking back on it, that was some shit we coulda solved
And I'm conflicted 'cause I doubt that shit was even worth it
Thought we were cool but you had your issues below the surface
And I'll forgive you 'cause I'm tryna move with lesser baggage
But to double back on it would just defeat the purpose
And Nicki told me 'bout it but I could never believe it
I'm strugglin' to come to terms with the facts of my demons
I'm tryna make up for all the mistakes that I repeated
And started fixin' the relationships that I mistreated, real

[Chorus: Char Monedi]
My mind is goin' through a lot of places
My soul is goin' through a lot of phases
Unlearning and learning
I'm learning and learning

[Outro: Char Monedi]
And learning again, I'm learning again
And learning again, I'm learning again
And learning again, and learning again, yeah
I'm learning, unlearning
I'm learning
I'm learning, again, yeah
I'm learning, again
I said I'm learning, again
I said I'm learning, again