ALL Exposed (feat. SHIKI XO)

I'm still tryin' to figure my shit out
But right now It looks like I'm getting somewhere
Compared to the opposite and going nowhere
I think I'm doing well
I feel like shit much less
And I'm getting out of bed at a normal time
At least not half past five and I, I think I'm doing well
I think I'm doing well, at least better than before
When I wouldn't get out bed before four
And I'd barely eat at all
Well I'm still barely eating but I'm tryin to be better than before

Bettеr than before

Bettеr than before

Better than before

I'm feeling shitty much less, And getting out of bed at a normal time
At least not half past five, I think I'm doing well for once
Oh, nevermind, I just had another breakdown tonight
I think I'm doing well for once

Everyone I love is nothing like me
I don't believe in god, so why do I still pray?
I'm not happy but these pictures say I'm smiling
I wanna rip the fat off of my face
I wanna tear the skin off of my body
I wonder what I'd look like all exposed
I wonder if they'll find me somewhere beautiful
Where the sunlight can was clean all of my bones
I wanna drown In this river, let the current take my body
Let it wash away the parts that I don't like

Well, I'm too fat and I'm too tan
I hate the soft blue on my hands
My legs look fat inside my pants
I don't think you can understand
I hate the way the sunlight takes away my sense of self
I hate when no one's listening and I'm talking to myself