​alive or dead

[Chorus]
How the fuck I bother you? You watchin'
I ain't doin' shit to you, I'm in the stu, I'm locked in
Said she want me sober, really hate it when I'm nauseous
But when I try being sober my head turn into a moshpit
I can't live inside my head no more
I said I can't live inside my head no more
I don't know if I'm alive or if I'm dead no more
I don't know if I'm alive or if I'm dead no more

[Bridge]
I don't know if I'm alive or if I'm dead
But these drugs are really fuckin' with my head
No, I think these drugs are actually fixing my head

[Verse]
Bitch, you knew me oncе, you don't know me now
But you hatin' like you know me, you don't know mе now
Prolly sit alone and think "I hope he lonely now"
Bitch, I got bitches up on bitches tryna fuck right now
Back up on my bullshit, I'm back up on my shit
I wake up, I hit a spliff, I hit my bitch, then hit yo bitch
And my left wrist shinin', lookin' like a glow stick
And my side bitch said she really need some more dick
Wish I could say more, can't get too specific
But this ho from outta state, pussy on Pacific
Hit my phone like every day, she want me to swim in it
Never had a problem gettin' hoes, ain't no competition, yeah

[Chorus]
How the fuck I bother you? You watchin'
I ain't doin' shit to you, I'm in the stu, I'm locked in
Said she want me sober, really hate it when I'm nauseous
But when I try being sober my head turn into a moshpit
I can't live inside my head no more
I said I can't live inside my head no more
I don't know if I'm alive or if I'm dead no more
I don't know if I'm alive or if I'm dead no more