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[Verse 1]
Baby, where did you go?
You know I need you, won't you come back home?
I don't like being alone (No)
Sometimes it feel like I'm the only person I know, oh (yeah)
Um, had to go MIA
I had to lay low for a minute, take my time with this shit
All the friends I made back when I was 18
Think I'm fucking crazy
And you don't wanna see my face
But I don't wanna find somebody else to be there for
Mmm
Darling, sometimes

[Chorus]
Sometimes I wonder if it's passing me by
Do I really love you or do you keep me high?
Am I really living or am I just alive? (Alive)
Alive (Alive)

[Verse 2]
Taking Adderall for breakfast (Uh)
Guess I really got a motherfuckin' death wish
Used to dream of going out at 27
Oh, the things that I would do for attention
Shoulda never let a motherfucker play me (Play me)
But I was only 18, can you really blame me?
Ditched my first love for a daydream, mm
No wonder I'm going fucking crazy
Goddamn bitch, I can't take it, no
Don't know how to be alone, man, I get anxious, yeah
I said I wouldn't text you, but I might 'cause I'm faded
Maybe I could get you to a second location, yeah
Darling, sometimes

[Chorus]
Sometimes I wonder if it's passing me by
Do I really love you or do you keep me high?
Am I really living or am I just alive? (Alive)
Alive (Alive)
Don't know your number but I need you tonight
Spent half my summer getting fucked up inside
Like am I even living or am I just alive? (Alive)
Alive (Alive)

[Outro]
I don't wanna be so, be so
I don't wanna be so lonely
How'd I lose all my homies?
I just want real love, y'all are just phony
I don't wanna be so lonely
I don't wanna be so lonely