Alive

[Produced by Tyree]

[Pre-Hook]
Yo
Feel the love when you dap me up
Damn, y’all know how to patch me up
Gas me out and then gas me up
God damn I can’t even think
This is the best night of my life I think
This is the best night of my life I think
(know it, I know it)
This is the best night of my life I think
(know it, I know it)
This is the best night of my life I think
(know, know it)
Shit

[Hook]
I know, I know, I know I need to stop
But damn if it don’t feel so good when I
Light the blunt and touch that shit to my
Lips, inhale the smoke and feel the vibe
Poppin’ pills, don’t even care what kind
Long as that shit gets us fuckin’ high
Mama don’t be scared I’m gonna die
Trust I’ve never felt so damn alive

[Verse 1]
Ayy
Ain’t good weed if I don’t start chokin’
Ain’t good liquor if my heart broken
My auntie just died and it’s hard copin’
Can’t see the light with all this dark showin’
I put a little somethin’ on my tongue
I’m feelin’ myself ‘stead of always feelin’ numb
What a nice change of pace
What a nice escape from my problems
Truthfully I don’t think I was ever gonna solve ‘em
Fuck it though, I’m ballin’
Put it in my system
I don’t give a fuck I’m wit it
‘Cause I’m chillin’ with my niggas
Let somebody put my feelings on the shelf
And I get it, I should feel ‘em right now
But like really what’s the rush?
And really what’s the fuss?
I’m just tryna make it so that I don’t have to really feel ever in any pain
If in the morning my eyes never open
Shit, I wasn’t too stoked about wakin’ up anyway

[Pre-Hook]
Yo
Feel the love when you dap me up
Damn, y’all know how to patch me up
Gas me out and then gas me up
God damn I can’t even think
This is the best night of my life I think
This is the best night of my life I think
(know it, I know it)
This is the best night of my life I think
(know it, I know it)
This is the best night of my life I think
(know, know it)
Shit

[Hook]
I know, I know, I know I need to stop
But damn if it don’t feel so good when I
Light the blunt and touch that shit to my
Lips, inhale the smoke and feel the vibe
Poppin’ pills, don’t even care what kind
Long as that shit gets us fuckin’ high
Mama don’t be scared I’m gonna die
Trust I’ve never felt so damn alive

[Verse 2]
Doin’ work so I can do what’s fun to me
I’m bein’ the man that I wanna be
But God forbid I’m high and my mama see my eyes
Man, why it feel like she always be judgin’ me?
Givin’ me that look like now she ain’t even lovin’ me
She do but if looks could kill, I’m dead
I feel this guilt
I feel like, “Fuck, I’m just a kid”
I feel like I’ve always been a goody two-shoes
But these new shoes I’m walkin’ in is comfortable
And all the years I spent losin’ ain’t refundable
And yeah I said I’d never drink, never smoke
But when I had promised that, I was still eatin’ lunchables
Cut me some slack
Damn
I knew this was gonna rub off on me, ayy
Said I was afraid to give it time
Hey, whaddya know look where time got me

[Bridge]
Real blessed
So why do I always feel stressed?
Why am I not shedding tears less?
Why is it that I don’t fear death?
Why it feel so good to feel less?
Why it feel so good to feel less?
Why it feel so good to feel less?
Why it feel so good to feel less?
Dammit I know that I’m real blessed
So why do I always feel stressed?
Why am I not shedding tears less?
Why is it that I don’t fear death?
Why it feel so good to feel less?
Why it feel so good to feel less?
Why it feel so good to feel less?
Why it feel so good to feel less?
Feel less

[Pre-Hook]
Yo
Feel the love when you dap me up
Damn, y’all know how to patch me up
Gas me out and then gas me up
God damn I can’t even think
This is the best night of my life I think
This is the best night of my life I think
(know it, I know it)
This is the best night of my life I think
(know it, I know it)
This is the best night of my life I think
(know, know it)
Shit

[Hook]
I know, I know, I know I need to stop
But damn if it don’t feel so good when I
Light the blunt and touch that shit to my
Lips, inhale the smoke and feel the vibe
Poppin’ pills, don’t even care what kind
Long as that shit gets us fuckin’ high
Mama don’t be scared I’m gonna die
Trust I’ve never felt so damn alive