Alive

[Verse 1: thebreathingbackwards]
Waste away in my head when I'm defeated
Been a minute since I’ve felt fully completed
I've been feeling fucking hopeless (fucking hopeless)
I've been hoping you won’t notice (you won't notice)
I hate myself but that's the way it goes now
See support so why do I still feel alone now
It's getting harder not to leave it all behind
I don't think that I can salvage my own mind

[Pre-Chorus: thebreathingbackwards]
Do you ever feel the same
Broken down inside your brain

[Chorus: thebreathingbackwards]
Far gone, I'm not worth saving
Fucked up the storm I'm braving
Don't try to feed me love
I know I’ll never be enough
Run home, forget my mess
I’ll self destruct in all my stress, there's
No point in trying to hide
I’ll never make it out alive

[Verse 2: thebreathingbackwards]
I won't try to fight it, I'll just let it break me
I feel the undertow collapse and try to take me
Depression got me dead, anxiety stay shaking
A battle I won't ever win, a passion I’m forsaking

[Pre-Chorus: thebreathingbackwards]
Do you ever feel the same (Do you ever feel the same)
Broken down inside your brain

[Chorus: thebreathingbackwards]
Far gone, I'm not worth saving
Fucked up the storm I'm braving
Don't try to feed me love
I know I'll never be enough
Run home, forget my mess
I'll self destruct in all my stress, there's
No point in trying to hide
I'll never make it out alive

[Verse 3: cloudhighcomeup]
Time to face it, you should know
When my thoughts go, they don't hold back
But it hurts now, I'm alone, yeah
I guess that I liked the way it felt and now I'll never fall in love
And I can try to understand
But what's the point when I'm not good enough, no
I can't waste your time again
Can't help but let you down
And it's the way it's gonna end

{Chorus: thebreathingbackwards}
Far gone, I'm not worth saving
Fucked up the storm I'm braving
Don't try to feed me love
I know I'll never be enough
Run home, forget my mess
I'll self destruct in all my stress, there's
No point in trying to hide
I'll never make it out alive