Alive

[Intro]
Sucker, go, a-uh
Yeah, uh

[Chorus]
I'm so upset
I’ve been getting high and I'm loving the effects
I don't wanna feel a thing, but you’ve been in my head
I can't figure it out, but I'll keep on searching
Outside I'm fine, but on the inside I've been hurting
They don't love me right now
Maybe one day they will
They don't get me right now
I don't think they ever will
I can’t do this alone
I’m so fucking scared, I'm so fucking numb
Leave me fuck alone unless your really being real
I wish I was dead, maybe then they’ll finally care
If I could just make you mine
Maybe then I'll feel alive

[Bridge]
I'm not feeling alive
I'm not feeling alive
I’m not feeling alive
Alive, yeah

[Chorus]
I'm so upset
I've been getting high and I'm loving the effects
I don't wanna feel a thing, but you've been in my head
I can't figure it out, but I'll keep on searching
Outside I'm fine, but on the inside I've been hurting
They don't love me right now
Maybe one day they will
They don't get me right now
I don't think they ever will
I can't do this alone
I'm so fucking scared, I'm so fucking numb
Leave me fuck alone unless your really being real
I wish I was dead, maybe then they'll finally care
If I could just make you mine
Maybe then I'll feel alive

[Bridge]
I'm not feeling alive
I'm not feeling alive
I'm not feeling alive
Alive

[Outro]
Kill me, watch me fucking bleed
Kill me, watch me fucking bleed
Take me rather me than you instead
Fuck me, I can't get you out my head

Kill me, watch me fucking bleed
Kill me, watch me fucking bleed
Take me rather me than you instead
Fuck me, I can't get you out my head