ALIVE

[Intro]
Space Boy, please kill me

[Verse 1]
I always wonder what it's like to be a kid again
To not worry 'bout the things messing with your head
To not care about my looks or how I dress
To be surrounded by real people who don't pretend

Reminded of this shit I wanna go back
Getting older I can't help it and I know that
Getting drunk and getting famous with my souljas
I been screaming, talking shit I cannot hold back

[Chorus]
I wanna feel alive
So watch me 'til I'm nauseous
Ego too big
Someone told me I'm not shit

Over and over, I'm evil
I'm the type to tell the truth
Everyone's so toxic

Searching for another doubt
Feel at peace, feel at home
Too many sharks, I'm a minnow
Change that, I keep my chin up

Six stars, six pillars
At the function raise the ceiling
I will never let you in on the secret

[Verse 2]
I had the same thoughts that I had before
Was a crazy little kid but now I'm something more
It's the things I never talk about that don't follow the norm
It's a contradicted mindset, living for the law

Said I was gonna change for the better, then I made it worse
Countless times, hurt feelings 'cause I wanted more
"I'm fine, how are you feeling?" Let me whisper in your ear
"Everything's gonna be better"

[Bridge]
Comfort, all I ever felt when I was young
But other things felt uncomfortable
Do this, do that, what I was told
Don't give a fuck about that I go

I wanna go my own way up
You don't [?] the way you think is made up
Hiding behind, all that make-up
Lies the beauty that this world is made of

[Chorus]
I wanna feel alive
So watch me 'til I'm nauseous
Ego too big
Someone told me I'm not shit

Over and over, I'm evil
I'm the type to tell the truth
Everyone's so toxic

Searching for another doubt
Feel at peace, feel at home
Too many sharks, I'm a minnow
Change that, I keep my chin up

Six stars, six pillars
At the function raise the ceiling
I will never let you in on the secret

[Outro]
I wanna feel alive
So watch me 'til I'm nauseous
Ego too big
Someone told me I'm not shit

Over and over, I'm evil
I'm the type to tell the truth
Everyone's so toxic

Searching for another doubt
Feel at peace, feel at home
Too many sharks, I'm a minnow
Change that, I keep my chin up

Six stars, six pillars
At the function raise the ceiling
I will never let you in on the secret