Alive

[Verse 1]
I wanna feel alive, feel the blood inside my veins
I wanna slow the time, will you slow it down with me?
I think I need to find what it means to be okay
It's broken by design, can't live life without some pain, yeah
And I know I'll keep running, know I'll be something
You won't see me coming, I throw, I keep punching
I grow, I keep hunting, no, I need nothing
Supposed to be something, so close to me jumping

[Chorus]
You fucked me up in the worst kind of way
You took all of my time and didn't give it back to me
Wasn't enough and I don't know what to say
You wanna fall in love but don't wanna feel the pain
And I'm so low 'cause I don't know
If I'm alone, if I'm unknown
But I won't go, no, I won't go
You ain't never gonna slow me down 'cause I feel alive now

[Drop]

[Verse 2]
Fuck my 9 to 5, think I'm gonna go insane
Always on the grind but still everything's the same
I'm sick of wasting time, wish I didn't feel this way
But with this kind of mind I will figure out my lane, yeah
It's the highs and the lows, the change and the woes
All the fame on the coast and the pain no one knows
I want the time just to slow, my mind's feeling low
Say, "I'm fine," but I know that I might be alone

[Chorus]
You fucked me up in the worst kind of way
You took all of my time and didn't give it back to me
Wasn't enough and I don't know what to say
You wanna fall in love but don't wanna feel the pain
And I'm so low 'cause I don't know
If I'm alone, if I'm unknown
But I won't go, no, I won't go
You ain't never gonna slow me down 'cause I feel alive now

[Drop]

[Outro]
You fucked me up in the worst kind of way
You took all of my time and didn't give it back to me
Wasn't enough and I don't know what to say
You wanna fall in love but don't wanna feel the pain