Alive

[Verse 1: Kxly06]
I'm so sorry hurt everybody
I don't feel alive now and I don't want to be
Somebody hurt me kill me softly
It's so loud now let me escape
In the cemetery ghosts surround me
Shit from my past that I cannot let go
N I really want to but it's so god damn hard
N I just want to
Sleep at night with some peace without
The demons haunting me from my past
I just want to die
Sorry hurt everybody
I don't feel alive now and I don't want to be
Somebody hurt me kill me softly
It's so loud now let me escape

[Verse 2: Blackwinterwells]
I'm still alive and I didn't think you'd like that
So I hid in the walls in your nightmares
I feel like GLaDOS, tracing it backwards
Bright blinding echoes of thoughts between the panels
Shifting and changing, don't have any agency, purple light is all I see
Covering horizons of gold smoke and ashes, processor is crashing
I don't think I'll land back on earth, but that's fine with me

[Outro]
Sorry hurt everybody
I don't feel alive now and i don't want to be
Somebody hurt me kill me softly
Its so loud now let me escape
In the cemetery ghosts surround me
Shit from my past that i cannot let go
N i really want to but its so god damn hard
N i just want to
Sleep at night with some peace without
The demons haunting me from my past