​alive

[Verse 1]
I feel too much and I think too much
I'm looking at myself, what the hell have I become?
No you don't wish me well
You wish that I was gone
You tell me you're okay
But then you grab your gun
I'm trying all the time now I'm looking at sky
I wonder all the time, why do I even try?

[Chorus]
You always blame it all on me
Take it all from me
Take what's left of me
Leave, but make it quick
You could stab me in the chest like a thousand times
You could cut off both my arms and I'd still come by
You're the one that I want, but that I despise
Damn I love it when I'm hurt, it makes me feel alive

[Verse 2]
This anxiety is killing me
I'm out of breath and I cannot breath
I hate the way that you look at me
When I ask for help there's nobody here

[Chorus]
You always blame it all on me
Take it all from me
Take what's left of me
Leave, but make it quick
You could stab me in the chest like a thousand times
You could cut off both my arms and I'd still come by
You're the one that I want, but that I despise
Damn I love it when I'm hurt, it makes me feel alive