​alive

[Intro]
​ninewaters

[Chorus: dylan lotus]
Fucked up yet alive
I got money, that's on my mind
Just to keep those thoughts away
They gon' fuck me up till I die
I got nothing left to hide
Up to luck, how I survived
In a room that's full of serpents and I hope they never bite

[Verse 1: dylan lotus]
Hoping someone gets them off of me
I'm running for my life
Want the peace the lord has offered me
I'm tryna catch a vibe
Don't want attention, I don't want too many friends
Forgot to mention, I cut off too many threads
Hard for me to function, hard to feel alive
Talkin' all that tough shit, why'd I even try
I would run my mouth when I shoulda stayed quiet
I would run my mouth when I shoulda stayed quiet, oh

[Chorus: dylan lotus]
Fucked up yet alive
I got money, that's on my mind
Just to keep those thoughts away
They gon' fuck me up till I die
I got nothing left to hide
Up to luck, how I survived
In a room that's full of serpents and I hope they never bite

[Verse 2: darza]
Bitch, I'm on this perc and ecstasy I'm out my mind
Fuck twelve, I ain't doing time
You can see the pain when you lookin' in my eyes
Waking up high, thought I died last night
My bitch put the coke in her pussy
You ain't doin' shit to me boy you just a pussy
Pullin' up with rick on me, got your bitch lookin'
Flexin' all that cash, now he sad 'cause I took it
I'm on demon time, yeah
Fees in my line, yeah
I don't needa die, I'm already dead
Pull up to your spot, we gon' paint it red
I need all the Percocet's, I need all the meds, yeah

[Chorus: dylan lotus]
Fucked up yet alive
I got money, that's on my mind
Just to keep those thoughts away
They gon' fuck me up till I die
I got nothing left to hide
Up to luck, how I survived
In a room that's full of serpents and I hope they never bite
Fucked up yet alive
I got money, that's on my mind
Just to keep those thoughts away
They gon' fuck me up till I die
I got nothing left to hide
Up to luck, how I survived
In a room that's full of serpents and I hope they never bite

[Outro: dylan lotus]
It's the worst day
Sometimes I will wonder why I did this in the first place
I would get antagonized and treated in the worst ways
I just want an answer, on my own I'm always searching
There's too many people in my way