Marianas Trench’s tenth song from their debut album “Fix Me”, this song is likely about Josh’s depression, as well as his transition from anorexia to bulimia.
[Verse 1]
And I felt it turn to come and go
Don't worry, no one ever knows
I don't know why it just won't die
It breaks me in to stay alive
[Verse 2]
And I know it hurt a lot like you
C'mon, I know that you felt it too
It hurts the same and that's okay
I never liked him anyway
[Pre-Chorus]
I know, I know
I know, I
[Chorus]
And it seems so long since I've been gone
I got so used to just hanging on
I feel so wrong, I don't belong
I got so used to just hanging on
[Verse 3]
I'm used to starving out instead
It's easier than faking it
Sometimes it hurts but that's no worse
Than all those times I guess it works
[Verse 4]
I know they walked away with a piece of me
The more I know that I won't go
The more I bruise from laying low
[Pre-Chorus]
I know, I know
I know, I
[Chorus]
It seems so long since I've been gone
I got so used to just hanging on
I feel so wrong, I don't belong
And I know and I know and I know I
[Chorus]
Walk around like I'm alive again
But I know it's just not the same
And I walk around like I'm alive again
[Bridge]
Shut up
Shut up, shut up
[Chorus]
And I walk around like I'm alive again
But I know it's just not the same
I walk around like I'm alive again
I know it's not the same
[Outro]
I broke it all
I'm sorry, I broke it, I broke it all
I'm sorry, I broke it all
I'm sorry, I broke it, I broke it all
(I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry)
(I don't know why it just won't die)
I'm sorry, I broke it all (I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry)
(I don't know why it just won't die)
I'm sorry, I broke it, I broke it all (I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry)
(I don't know why it just won't die)
I'm sorry, I broke it, I broke it all (I'm sorry, I'm sorry)
And I'm fading