Alex 22

[Verse]
Pick up slowly
When you call me
It's not that I don’t want to answer
I'm just nervous
I'll lose progress
I bit my lip too hard
Blood got on the shirt you gave me
But I’ve got worst stains to sponge
The sun shines on my face
And I get stuck on bad fate

[Chorus]
I read the book you recommended
It made me sad
I don't like to think about dying
But I do anyway
One day they'll say, “Wasn't Alex at the party?”
Yeah I was but
I went upstairs
Because I felt lost and to myself