Air

So this is it
I did this now
I'm running from you and
I'm scared of clouds
I'm loosing my voice while fixing my mouth

I am afraid
No common sense
Not even I can understand
It's all my fucking fault that
I missed your calls

I need nobody
Just your word
Tell me please I'm not alone
I want you back
Nothings working fine

And what you think?
What you feel?
Dump me if you need me or keep me here
But answer the phone
I need someone to talk

But I'd rather feel alone or
On my own
If you're just gonna leave when you
Take a peek
About what runs throught my mind I'm not
Doing right
And no one seems to care I might
Need some air

And I might need some air
Sleeping on the couch and there you are
It's been so many nights that you run
Through my mind
Messing with my head I even dream
What doesn't shake

Girl I need you close I'm not used to this
A stranger you seem but not
In my dreams
I need you back
No more lies

I asked for some space 'cause I couldn't bear
And everything has shaped in a
Different way
This was not part of the plan and
Has left me to decay

And now you ignore my calls, my voicemail talks
Talking to the wall you find me alone
Lie to me
Say everything is cool

Though I rather be with you than
On my own
Tell me you won't leave just stay
Right here
'Cause a lot of shit is running through
My mind
And I need you by my side to make it work
Just fine

And I might need some air
And I might need some air
And I might