​agonys allegory.

[Intro]
Ken, I fucking hate you
What I feel I don't know why
Feel like I been killed but I won't die
All I feel is pain but I won't cry
Told me that you'll change but it's all lies

[Chorus]
Woke up, I ain't want to
I know that I'm fucked, why I want you?
Giving me a chance what you won't do
I don't understand why you're playing, why you so rude?
Where you going? Can you hold on?
Imma hold onto the pain 'cause I got no one
And I know that I can change but I don't want
This is all I've ever known, I can't go on
I don't know why I'm like this
I'm getting tired of fighting
I'm getting tired of trying
I'm getting tired of hiding

[Verse]
You don't wanna know the real me
You won't ever understand, you don't feel me
I ain't dead right now but I will be
You should give up now, I ain't healing
You don't need me, you should leave me alone
Fuck how I feel, I don't need you to know
If I don't exist then I can't feel alone
Don't say that you cared when I'm long gone
They think I'm off cause it's all on
What they think is right I think all wrong
The shit that I know I can't talk on
'Cause I'm in a place you can't walk on

*auditory agony*

[Chorus]
Woke up, I ain't want to
I know that I'm fucked, why I want you?
Giving me a chance what you won't do
I don't understand why you're playing, why you so rude?
Where you going? Can you hold on?
Imma hold onto the pain 'cause I got no one
And I know that I can change but I don't want
This is all I've ever known, I can't go on
I don't know why I'm like this
I'm getting tired of fighting
I'm getting tired of trying
I'm getting tired of hiding