​agony

Honestly I just wanna let out some emotions, so I'm not even gonna write anything down. Fuck

I don't like the way I feel when I'm alone without you here
All I do is scream for help but I don't think you ever hear
Hate inside my veins everyday that you're away
And I don't feel the same, I just wanna see your face

I wanna get so fucked up right now
But I'm really trying not to go that route
I can't even lie, I really miss your touch now
I really wish you'd come back now

I don't see the point of going on without you
I get so annoyed when I wake up without you hеre
I feel like ice, my skin so cold
I miss thosе nights you'd hold me close

My voice breaks and cracks when I talk to you now
I don't think we'll get back when you were still around
I hate that fucking song where I sampled your laugh
Because it really shows, you laugh at me when I'm down

I have so much more love than I would ever show
And I did so damn much that you will never know
And it was all for you but you're a fucking ghost
I'm glad we're fucking through, but I don't really know