Again

I haven't been myself lately
I don't blame you for not wanting to stay
Saying things that I don't mean
Not meaning what I say

When it's good, it's so good
When it's bad, it's so bad
"Maybe I really have gone mad!"
What am I supposed to say
When I end up driving everyone away?

Cause, I am on fire
A crying, burning liar
Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself
And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart
Again, again
And you're never coming back
And I'm not okay with that
And I should've never let myself get attached
Again, again (x8)

What's done is done
And nothing's gonna change
I should be moving on
But I still feel the same

And it's like every day
Is a fight for my life
To get some self control
And when you've forgotten who I am
It just feels, it just feels...
I'm nobody at all

I lost myself hitting the ground
I tried to scream and made no sound
I should have known it was no use
To try and run from
The cycle of abuse, the cycle of abuse

I am on fire
A crying, burning liar
Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself
And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart
Again, again
And you're never coming back
And I'm not okay with that
And I should've never let myself get

Every inch of me is charred
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart
Again, again
And you're never coming back
And I'm not okay with that
And I should've never let myself get attached
Again, again (x8)