[Verse 1: Chrissy Costanza]
My body's a temple crowded with ghosts
Hard as I try, I'm never alone
[Refrain: Chrissy Costanza]
Hear me out
Yeah, I keep it together
Like a smattering of addicts in the dark
Yeah, I keep it together
Oh, it's a place where
[Pre-Chorus: Chrissy Costanza]
Monsters walk around
How did silence get so loud?
[Chorus: Chrissy Costanza]
Now it's all in my head, in my head, in my head, in my head
It's over and over again, and again, and again, and again, yeah
Can somebody stop time, keep my hands from shaking?
I've tried but somehow I'm breaking
Again, and again, and again and again, yeah
It's over and over again
[Verse 2: Chrissy Costanza]
I'm scared to wake thеm, scared to move
So I tiptoe around thе room
[Refrain: Chrissy Costanza]
Hear me out
Yeah, I keep it together
'Cause we all got thoughts we never say out loud
And just keep them forever
Oh, it's a place where
[Pre-Chorus: Chrissy Costanza]
Monsters walk around
How did silence get so loud?
[Chorus: Chrissy Costanza]
Now it's all in my head, in my head, in my head, in my head
It’s over and over again, and again, and again and again, yeah
Can somebody stop time, keep my hands from shaking?
I've tried but somehow I'm breaking
Again, and again, and again and again, yeah
It's over and over again
[Bridge: guardin]
(Oh-oh-oh-oh)
Wait for the silence, forsaking serenity
Internal dialogue, voice of the enemy
Lost in a world where the seams burst so readily
I wasn't ready to disperse this energy
I wasn't ready to pick up and go
Head versus heart, they keep telling me "no"
Now and again I've been losing control
Left all alone
[Chorus: Chrissy Costanza]
Now it's all in my head, in my head, in my head, in my head
It's over and over again, and again, and again and again, yeah
Can somebody stop time, keep my hands from shaking?
I've tried but somehow I'm breaking
Again, and again, and again and again, yeah
It's over and over again
again&again was written by guardin & Sam DeRosa & Jon Lundin & Justin Courtney Pierre & Will Ferri & Matt Squire & Dan Gow & Chrissy Costanza.
again&again was produced by Matt Squire.
Against The Current & guardin released again&again on Wed Jun 23 2021.
I wanted to encapsulate the maddening feeling of being trapped in a vicious cycle in your own head, and especially show that just because it’s all in your head, doesn’t at all detract from how real and potent that feeling can be.
— Chrissy Constanza via Alt Press
We were also really stoked to work with guardin. He completely captured the essence of the song in his lyrics and the raw emotion of his delivery. It was such a blast getting to be the three of us in person again. After “that won’t save us,” restrictions had tightened up so everything we’d done sinc...
I got put in contact with Chrissy and we had a really nice conversation. When I sent my take of the song in, it might have been a little too heady. I was very excited, there was something in there that they’ve liked and actually took, both words and melody. I mean, [Chrissy] can write a melody and s...