​‎‎afterlife

[Verse: 1]
Looking back at my past it was all tragic
Can’t relax, the thoughts in me nomadic
As I scatter in dread and I start panic
Being misunderstood got me enigmatic

Reminisce 'bout the bliss never questioning it
Ever since I was six I was scared I exist
Only now I am older and a perfectionist
Independently trip on my thoughts they persist

Fallacies, moe fallacies I think bout alter realities
Where I live out all my fantasies
And where the sun don’t shine on my tragediеs

Said I'm fine but my state of mind
Has not been designеd to be staying blind
The thoughts in my head have wasted my time
I don’t wanna face what I put behind

[Hook]
Life isn’t meant for me
Thoughts are my enemy
We’ll die eventually
I hate the uncertainty

Where do we go?
Where do we go?
Where do we go?
Where do we go? (2x)

[Verse: 2]
Searching and searching my drive keeps on lurking
The time that I’ve spent in my mind is concerning

They telling me that this life is so pleasant
I look all around and feel dread in my presence
If God’s a mirror why do I resentment?
I don’t want religion, nor anti depressants

Sick of me questioning shit we don't know
I don’t give a fuck but I cannot let go
No longer see value in gettin’ this dough
Apathetically living because my ego

Life is a bitch, no I don’t like this movie
While days go on by still I don’t see the beauty
And the thoughts in my head are the fucking bully
Still I won't kill myself I’m a fucking pussy

[Break]
*Lil B*

[Hook]
Life isn’t meant for me
Thoughts are my enemy
We’ll die eventually
I hate the uncertainty

Where do we go?
Where do we go?
Where do we go?
Where do we go? (2x)