After Party

[Verse 1]
I don’t think i need you i’ve been tryna leave you
Feelings kinda lethal
Kinda lethal
I don’t think you love me
Never really show me
Then you go and tell me all these lies
So pretty
Acting kind of shady, lately, baby
Convince me that I'm crazy, to make me, hate me

[Hook]
Drugs, sex, loving, lusting
Aren’t they all the same
Damn thing
Can you ease my pain
I’m tryna feel something
I’m not thinking straight
Oh won’t you leave my brain

[Verse 2]
Everything’s so blurry
Your words just sound like bullshit
Can’t you see i’m hurting
Show me i deserve it
Open up thе curtains
The stars feel like their burning
Likе their burning
Cause i’m too faded
Don’t really know what’s going on
Im trying but i just can’t keep holding on
Now your yelling you’re screaming at the top of your lungs
Im crying no i just can’t keep holding on

Your my poison and my antidote
I can’t ignore it
How bad i want you tho
Figured out that i don’t need you
Healing but it’s lethal
Feel it in every pull

[Hook]
Drugs, sex, loving, lusting
Aren’t they all the same
Damn thing
Can you ease my pain
I’m tryna feel something
I’m not thinking straight
Oh won’t you leave my brain
Tired of feeling pain for ur pleasure
Wish I never met her
Nobody lasts forever