After midnight

(Verse 1)
Thinking am I a lost boy from never land
Flying, going on adventures with Peter Pan
I wish he could take me, we’d stop Hooks plan
That’s what I think about late at night
Thinking of my age makes me want to cry
Instead of just want to fly

(Pre Chorus)
Some things never change
Other things do, people don’t stay the same
I stare at my ceiling of stars
I feel an empty feeling in my heart
I’m worried about life in the dark

(Chorus)
It’s 12 am already
I gotta be careful and be steady
My mind races like fuck at this time
I make up fake scenarios that cross the line
After midnight, I hate life, I don’t feel alright

(Post Chorus)
It’s after midnight and I’m wide awake
It’s after midnight and I can’t have a break
It’s after midnight and I’m wide awake
It’s after midnight and I can’t have a break

(Verse 2)
Soon I’m gonna be back with the norm
Having to balance out things makes me torn
I procrastinate a lot of shit. All the time
As I lay awake, I wonder if I need a sign
If I will succeed or when it’s my time
Even though I have ADHD, I can make loads
Of songs, don’t tell me how to act like you
Got some sort of PhD
After midnight, I lay awake and think of
How selfish I’ve been
I want to be my own light
Change how I’m only been seen
Now cut the fucking scene

(Bridge)
Life gets better, then life gets worse
Feels like Oblivion at Alton towers
I know others feel like me on this earth
I just know this episode will last for hours
I just wanna know what is my worth

(Chorus)
It’s 12 am already
I gotta be careful and be steady
My mind races like fuck at this time
I make up fake scenarios that cross the line
After midnight, I hate life, I don’t feel alright

(Post Chorus)
It’s after midnight and I’m wide awake
It’s after midnight and I can’t have a break
It’s after midnight and I’m wide awake
It’s after midnight and I can’t have a break