After I Close My Eyes

[Intro]
Ayo, Wertos, why this lit?

[Chorus]
Uh, I'm tryna find a way to make you mine
My heart been through this pain a thousand times
Yeah, I'm goin' insane, losin' my mind
Gotta make it through the storm to live my life
Heart on fire, I burn alive
Ironically, I still live through colder nights
I'm at my lowest, so I gotta get high
Disconnect from the world after I close my eyes

[Post-Chorus]
(Oh, oh)
(Oh, oh)

[Verse 1]
Oh, I don't know where to go
I'm hidin' from love, my curtain's closed
Oh man, and I don't know
Where to begin on what I've been goin' through
I ain't Matt Rife, but to her, I was a joke
Left me on my own in the snow, oh
In the snow, oh
Oh, oh

[Chorus]
Uh, I'm tryna find a way to make you mine
My heart been through this pain a thousand times
Yeah, I'm goin' insane, losin' my mind
Gotta make it through the storm to live my life
Heart on fire, I burn alive
Ironically, I still live through colder nights
I'm at my lowest, so I gotta get high
Disconnect from the world after I close my eyes

[Verse 2]
Close my eyes so I don't see my vices
Lock up my heart, from love, I'm hidin'
That girl said she wanna love me, don't try it
Now I can tell when they lyin'
She was trifin' (Yeah)
Yeah, all these voices in my head, I don't like them
Everything I do now is inspired by them, in spite of them
I'm tryna fight them
I'm tryna move on, but I can't seem to do that
They say lovin' is hard, I already knew that
I had my chance, but I blew that
I had your love, had to lose that

[Bridge]
Oh, oh, woah
Oh, oh-oh

[Chorus]
Uh, I'm tryna find a way to make you mine
My heart been through this pain a thousand times
Yeah, I'm goin' insane, losin' my mind
Gotta make it through the storm to live my life
Heart on fire, I burn alive
Ironically, I still live through colder nights
I'm at my lowest, so I gotta get high
Disconnect from the world after I close my eyes

[Post-Chorus]
(Oh, oh)
(Oh, oh)