After Dark

Day by day
I feel myself just fade a bit
This rockstar life
These whiskey night
Get stupid lit
Faded, faded
Off the brown
Just to forget
Who I am
I contemplate
I’m questioning

Day by day
I face what’s after dark
Turning up
When life gets kinda hard
Spark inside is fueled by lust and range
Faced the fact
That I won’t fucking change
Uh, party party off the Gotti
Turnt as fuck is how you got me
Whiskey neat
I’m never sloppy
In the morning
Sins will haunt me
Uh
What I’ve done is who I am
Daily struggle
Try and be a man
Do some shit
That I don’t understand
Hope you get
I do the best I can
Odds aren’t in favor
Confliction is major
Who I once was
That is in danger
Ice in my heart
Frostbite is my nature
The villain and I
Share equal blame here

Day by day
I feel myself just fade a bit
This rockstar life
These whiskey night
Get stupid lit
Faded, faded
Off the brown
Just to forget
Who I am
I contemplate
I’m questioning

Legends never die
So chase the throne
Heroes path
The dream since 10 years old
Things have changed
I know I let you down
Angels of my youth are demons now
Hit the brakes
Slow down to keep me sane
Triple M.P.H
I’m swerving lanes
Hit the gas
Up north
Down LSD
Voice inside my head 
Grows gradually
Unsteady much
Don’t speak about it
Heavy heart
But lost without it
Give no fucks
Like I forgot it
After Dark
I rage about it
Life goes fast
I fear I’ll make it
This tug of war
Can never shake it
Cross my heart and hope to die
Angels speak but demons never lie

Day by day
I keep on tryna get myself together
Day by day
I question if my actions even matter
Day by day
I have to weather the storm
It goes on, and on, and on
I'm breathing in
And breathing out
I'm basking in my self-doubt
The smog can ease the ache
But it never cures the pain