Afraid Of The World

[Verse]
I feel lost in my problems, you see they left me
If I fall will you be right there to catch me
I can't feal nothing no more, I was so hallow before
You see my pain it has grown, and it has morphed
I mighty morph all my demons, and all a lesson
They told me wait for my blade up under my dresser
You see my skys have been grey, I feel nothing but hate
I look my pain in the face, and watch me tremble
Dribble blood on my paper, up in the night
I hope to future, that our rhythm will be fine
But I seen that I was running outta time, on my patience
Smoke a pack to the face
Cup of my pain and my hate
Hide my scars by the evening, try not to think about fate
One more slash and im leaving, I see my soul at the gate
Will they excuse all my greiving, damnit
I feel so alone, fuck me feeling alone
So I'ma grip on the chrome
And im an entity
I see the world with no connections
I live a world in my mind, it woulda been left a been
I don't apitious, said if you would just let me be
The stars as in between you and me
I close my eyes and just hope that we can be free
I look at skys, and have dreams for what we could be
I wear my scars on my sleeve
I feel empty and lost
Just let me be on my way
I don't need help, no my fate
I can not share all my hate
I slit my wrist in the rain
I can not feel no more pain
I wipe the blood off my face and then I'm gone
My loneliness sets it's way in my bones
I skip a stone in the river, hope to be gone
I see my stars in the twighlit verses the dawn
Then im, out