Afraid Of

Verse One

Satin soft syables. I'd love
You to teach me. Pull
Me from the soil. Tend to
All my petals. Tenderness
And Tender Grass. I'm patient
For once I am calm. For once I
Am home. Deep inside your
Womb is where you placed me
Deep inside your mental I
Am chasing. Seconds I have
Wasted. Hunting, venturing
Through thorns. Taking
On their scars. Skin falling
Of my bones. I was wasted
Again

I was blaming you for them.
Again and again.
I was blaming you for them.
Again and again.
I was blaming you for them.
Again and again.

Marti (Chorus)

Falling hard I fall, I’ve been down that road
I bare all my scars, I undress my soul
Underneath my skin. Underneath my bones
It’s all for you

What are you so afraid of?
What are you so afraid of?
Weary and battered
Who are you so afraid of?
Scarred and scattered
Who are you so afraid of?
What are you so afraid of?
What are you so afraid of?

(Bridge) Kojey

Baptise my soul with you
You again. Once lost
Now I feel whole again. I
Found a reason to
Repair. Tell
Them I'm coming
Home

Baptise my soul with you
You again. Once lost
Now I feel whole again. I
Found a reason to
Repent. Tell
Them I'm coming
Home.

Verse 2

I need you to teach me.
I want to be calm
I want to be more than man
Who relies on his strength
'cause he can. Doubling
Standards, Doubling the
Stakes. I'll be damned
If don't. I'll be damned
If I do. Make a bet.
We can choose
Accumulate all the
Things we have to lose.
I think i'm all in.
Again. And again
I was blaming you for them
Again and again and again
I was running from the truth
Again and again and again
Again and again and again

Marti (Chorus)

Falling hard I fall, I’ve been down that road
I bare all my scars, I undress my soul
Underneath my skin. Underneath my bones
It’s all for you

What are you so afraid of?
What are you so afraid of?
Weary and battered
Who are you so afraid of?
Scarred and scattered
Who are you so afraid of?
What are you so afraid of?
What are you so afraid of?

I look upon your presence for protection
I'm home. At least you told me. At least
I was told. My kinds words choke me.
I froze. When you needed the most
I was empty. A shadow of the man
I pretended. Moses parted seas
I was trying to burn the bush
So my niggas didn't hang from
The trees. Who am I? Ammi
Got me feeling neglected. I
Look upon your presence
For direction. I was on
The road, going to show
To show to show everything
I said. I meant it
Another lost soul looking
For a death wish.

Again.
I blame you for them
Again