Advanced Darkness

Live fast
Way before it ends
Cuz I don’t wanna have to think about it then
I don’t wanna take the chance of never doing it
Repeat of the past I tried avoiding it

This one’s for the shortly lived
For the one’s who never got a chance to win again
I don’t wanna rest until I’m underground
Turning in my grave I’m still around to make a sound

But what’s the consequence
Of my convenience
I haven’t found it yet
Just overwhelming dread

I kept in case
I live a liе just to keep myself in place
But what’s the point of living lifе without the pain

I tried To push it off
It never went my way
Retry to focus now on better days

I watch my back
For the knife that I have
Retrace my steps
Till they circle back

I don’t wanna run around no more
Chasing down the man that I was before

So what’s it gonna be
Lust or stability
So much uncertainty
I kept around instead

It’s such a waste
To live a lie just to keep myself in place
But what’s the point of living life without the pain

I tried To push it off
It never went my way
Retry to focus now on better days

I live my life
Like no one ever dies
I live my life
Without that peace of mind