Adulting

[Verse]
I used to write books, like stories
Oh but that was getting boring
I used to write poetry
I never thought that I'd end up singing, and the attention it would bring me
I've got a gift
But thats not enough, I call my own bluff
Cause I was so sad, so sad
And I was so mad at myself, for not taking care of my mental health

[Chorus]
And I've been fucked up before but not like this
I've been fucked up before but not like this
I've been fucked up before but not like this
Fucked up before but not like this
Yeah, fucked up before but not like this, this

[Verse]
Some of my friends have passed away
I'm not close with some family anymore
The older I get the more I seem to ignore
My responsibilities, I wish I was still a teen sometimes
Yeah, but only sometimes, na na-na na-na na na

[Verse]
I'm not used to this adult shit
I don't think that I was built for this
Frankly, I think I need to kill for this, music shit
But you can really vouch for me, I've proven it
I've proven it, yeah

[Chorus]
This can't happen any faster
Don't wanna end natural disaster
I've been fucked up before but not like this
I've been fucked up before but not like this
I've been fucked up before but not like this
Fucked up before but not like this
Hm, oh yeah
I've been, I've been
I've been, I've been