Adrenaline (Live from SiriusXM)

[Chorus]
All my life I've drowned in adrenaline
Now my blood runs slow like a sedative
Wake up, past noon, and they settled in
Please help me up, I don't wanna lay down
So help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down, down, down
Help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down

[Verse 1]
I feel the pain in my reflection, I
I wanna get away, so I just step inside
I feel more alone when I have extra eyes
Always staring at me, I wanna feel numb
Give me novocaine for evеryone else
Sick of staying in a housе, I need a home for myself
To be alone I can tell, that you don't know how I felt
I had to let go of you just to get a hold of myself because

[Pre-Chorus]
All my life I've drowned in adrenaline

[Chorus]
All my life I've drowned in adrenaline
Now my blood runs slow like a sedative
I wake up past noon and they settled in
Please help me up, I don't wanna lay down (Down, down)
So help me get the fuck back up
I don't wanna lay down, down, down
Help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down

[Verse 2]
Life been giving me too many warnings
Couldn't get up outta bed in the morning
Sleep for twelve or be away for twelve
I can't decide on which is even more important
Can't hold my head up, won't attempt to get up
I'm not even sure on why I'm fed up today
Swear it's no lie if I said that I'm fine
At the same time, it's false if I said I'm okay
And I don't need your sympathetic remarks
I'm different from where you shoot shots in the dark
You aim for something you don't know is there
And hopin' you pinpoint when your target his heart
I don't mean to be rude but you never walked a single day in my shoes
You'll never gon' go know what it's like to be me
I won't act

[Chorus]
All my life I've drowned in adrenaline
Now my blood runs slow like a sedative
I wake up, past noon, and they settled in
Lord, please help me up, I don't wanna lay down (Down, down)
So help me get the fuck back up
I don't wanna lay down, down, down
Help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down

[Bridge]
Hold me up if I ever drown
No turning back, facing my doubts
The pain in your eyes, no need to say how
It started the second that you let me drown

[Chorus]
All my life I've drowned in adrenaline
Now my blood runs slow like a sedative
I wake up past noon and they settled in
Lord, please help me up, I don't wanna lay down (Down, down)
So help me get the fuck back up
I don't wanna lay down, down, down
Help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down