​adorer.

[Verse]
I'm getting sick of myself like more and more
She can stick a knife in my chest and I won't ignore her
She can be [?] and I'd still adore her
'Cause she is the one that I truly ever fell for
Don't need a savior, I think I need help more
Heaven is comfortable
And when I get comfortable, I get to crumbling
God is untouchable, say it and sit with it
My heart was lovable, she was insatiable
I was just fuckable, I wasn't nothing
Did I mean something to you?
Why am I hateable? I'd never run from you
Why are you fucking moving away like that?
Don't even call me back, I'm all alone and it's funny that
I was ready for it all with you, I woke up and I was not with you
I was ready for it all with you, I woke up and I was not with you

[Verse 2]
"Ken, I fucking hate you"
I can't lie this whole damn time I was wishing you would call me
I reached out to you in song 'cause you don't wanna talk to me
I hope that you're doing well while living life without me
The way I feel about you, I know you can't feel about me
This mic the only one I can talk to if it's 'bout you
This life ain't really ever gonna be one if I'm living it without you
These [?] might call my phone
But I promise these words help me
Even when they're deadly and hurt the ones around me