ADORE

[Chorus]
And I never envied a motherfucker I'd ever met; that was never before you
And you will not find me if you looking for me, 'cause bitch, I am not looking for you
And I stop and stare at the man in my room in all black, god damn, I adore you
And I stop and stare at the man in my room in all black, god damn, I adore you

[Verse]
The figure itself, I adore it
It's shroud in a curtain of pitch black color, awake when I'm sleeping and snoring
And I'm fucking up my own head, I've been treating my sleep like it isn't important
And I think I'm sick in the head, laying sick in my bed with my vision distorted
And I've been so fed up of fake motherfuckers, I burnt my bridges with a torch
And I've been so fed up of beige wall colors, I might just go jump off the porch
And I've been so pent in my house, but I'll never step inches outside of my door
And acting like I give a fuck about anything 'round me itself is a chore
And I'm getting so antisocial it's getting suspicious, I don't feel remorse
And I never make new friends 'cause when I'm in the room, I resemble a corpse
And I'm laying here in this hospital bed and my vision is dim and it's warped
And I'm getting near to the drop at the end, now my neighborhood look like a forest

[Bridge]
Why are you envying for me?
You're not behind or before me, but you will not find me if you looking for me
And I stop and stare at the man in the mirror, I cannot adore me
And I stop and stare at the man in the mirror, I cannot adore me

[Chorus] (x2)
And I never envied a motherfucker I'd ever met; that was never before you
And you will not find me if you looking for me, 'cause bitch, I am not looking for you
And I stop and stare at the man in my room in all black, god damn, I adore you
And I stop and stare at the man in my room in all black, god damn, I adore you