Adolescence

[Verse]
I know I haven't called but I love you bro
I hope you understand that this is how I didn’t think I'll plan this
I'm damaged my fear is how I navigate the planet
If I stopped myself from talking it will stop your friends from laughing
I’m putting salt up in the bandage
I'm walking with a lasso on the stage as I ropodope my only hope
I have I'm hoping i won't overdose, I'm too old for the 27 club
I'm a total joke
I just hope you doing better I can't really get on the phone right now 'cause I’m scared
I’m supposed to be the big older sister not remotely close
I'm just trying not to break down, if you know you know
I guess maybe I should go to therapy
’Cause keeping it inside is something that is eating me alive
I don't think that I will die, I ain't living to survive
If you can see me you would see it my eyes but…fuck