ADHD

I remember watching you was sitting in the back
Gave me adhd I can't focus up in class
We were only sixteen we were hiding in the back
I was too afraid to ask you out I thought id let you down
Told my friends and I regret it cause they told her that I meant it
And now the whole schools talking bout it and I'm hear stressing

Like why go behind my back and lie
Need to hear the truth in I
Were we, a lie, when I, you and I
It was all in my head it never happened
He took you from me all I got was a back hand
My hеart you stabbed it
It its all delusion
I'm bout to loos it
Fracture rеality made in my head
I know the truth cry in my bed

I was jealous I get it and you are my fetish
An all I regretted is you leaving me to die
Why am I here I cry

Its just a matter of time
What am I doing I wanna rewind
Take me back when things were fine
Thinking back I could see your smile
Why won't you take me back
Why won't you take me to the end zone
Not the friend zone
No that's not the end goal
Put your heart inside and that's the end goal
Looking good in every mother fucking angle
Shout out p4rkr cause she knows that she a angel

You won't talk to me
I need your honesty
I know its hard to see
I just don't wanna believe its all inside my head
Now I don't wanna be free I live inside my bed
You won't talk to me
You won't talk to me
Oh why you torture me I'm not your enemy

I remember watching you was sitting in the back
Gave me adhd I can't focus up in class
We were only sixteen we were hiding in the back
I was too afraid to ask you out I thought id let you down

I was jealous I get it and you are my fetish
An all I regretted is you leaving me to die
Why am I here I cry