battle with substance abuse… though now I still feel like an addict in other ways. Like sugar. Can’t stop that stuff. And biting my nails.
Addiction (102 bpm)
Songwriter: Caleb Hawley
Producer: Prince Charles, G#, Caleb Hawley
VS 1
Addiction came over me like I couldn’t imagine
Even though I said I’d never be like that
It’s a curse and all of us have it
It ran through my veins
It moved to my brain
It called me by name
My only friend
PC
Till I found myself alone when I woke in the morning
Strung out all on my own where’d my friends go?
How could I have ever known it would ever be this hard
Circling out of control and going nowhere but out of my mind
CH
Addiction
Out of my mind
Addiction
Out of my mind
Self affliction
Out of my mind
Addictiion
Out of my mind
VS 2
Self affliction
I suppose I could say that I liked it
The risk, the game, the loss, the pain
The idea of the messes made
I shit out my name, flushed it down the drain
Let it go to waste, it was something to do
PC
Till I found myself alone when I woke in the morning
Strung out all on my own where’d my friends go?
How could I have ever known it would ever be this hard
Circling out of control and going nowhere but out of my mind
CH
Addiction
Out of my mind
Addiction
Out of my mind
Self affliction
Out of my mind
Addictiion
Out of my mind
VS 3 Rap
Family in the kitchen I get high in the bathroom
Take a look around wonder what they’re thinking of you
If any of them really wanna know who I am
All they gotta do is take a look at my hands
Watch me shake, shake, fuck it
I need another drank, drank, I drunk it
I’m waiting on an angel to help me deal with the pain
I’m lookin up to others wonderin if I could do the same but
I keep fallin back into the same old, same old
Every day I drink myself under the table
Cheap liquor, cheap liquor, I buy the cheap liquor
Then I hit up my dealer I know he can deliver
Angels Save us from our own design
Through the perils they stay by our side
Addiction was written by Caleb Hawley.
Addiction was produced by Caleb Hawley & Prince Charles Alexander.
Caleb Hawley released Addiction on Fri Sep 15 2017.