Addiction

[Chorus]
Drugs were there when I didn't have friends
Drugs are what killed all of my friends
Got this illness in my head it wants me dead
Pushing myself even though I retread

Drugs were there when I didn't have friends
Drugs are what killed all of my friends
Got this illness in my head it wants me dead
Pushing myself even though I retread

[Verse 1]
Scarred indelibly
Ego conditioned me
To be hesitant to show vulnerability
I would shed skin before tears like leprosy
Illusion of toughness
With leather on my body
But lethargy corrupted me
Bottles did a number on my body Bodily
Body isn't happy with me
Feel like my life is like a boat that's capsizing
And the mirage is tantalizing

[Chorus]
Drugs were there when I didn't have friends
Drugs are what killed all of my friends
Got this illness in my head it wants me dead
Pushing myself even though I retread

Drugs were there when I didn't have friends
Drugs are what killed all of my friends
Got this illness in my head it wants me dead
Pushing myself even though I retread

[Verse 2]
Life loves to hit you with things you won't see coming
Like a limnic eruption
This is my lamentation
No exacerbation
The sorrow within torments me
No exaggeration
Let's assess the situation
Up and down with my moods like a piston
Made some scathing
Rather erratic decisions
Depression be my affliction

[Chorus]
Drugs were there when I didn't have friends
Drugs are what killed all of my friends
Got this illness in my head it wants me dead
Pushing myself even though I retread

Drugs were there when I didn't have friends
Drugs are what killed all of my friends
Got this illness in my head it wants me dead
Pushing myself even though I retread

Drugs were there when I didn't have friends
Drugs are what killed all of my friends
Got this illness in my head it wants me dead
Pushing myself even though I retread

Drugs were there when I didn't have friends
Drugs are what killed all of my friends
Got this illness in my head it wants me dead
Pushing myself even though I retread