Addicted to self deprecation - EP

Verse 1:
Hi lonely nice to see you
I won't be staying just passing through
I know we're old friends
But I'm just killin time
Waiting for someone who's mine

Pre Chorus:
I struggle a lot with an irrational fear
That no one will ever understand me here
That I never relate to anyone else
Cause the way that my brain works
I probably need help...

Chorus:
I never know if I'm in love
Love, love
Or if I'm just
Trying to push someone else into giving up
So I feel sorry for myself again
I'm addictеd to self deprecation
I nеver know if I'm in love
Or just hate being alone

Verse 2:
I do personality tests
On the internet
In case one day I find someone who gets the same as mine
I'm always disappointed
It's never as it seems
So I prefer
To live in a dream

Pre Chorus:
I struggle a lot with an irrational fear
That no one will ever understand me here
That I never relate to anyone else
Cause the way that my brain works
I probably need help...

Chorus:
I never know if I'm in love
Love, love
Or if I'm just
Trying to push someone else into giving up
So I feel sorry for myself again
I'm addicted to self deprecation
I never know if I'm in love
Or just hate being alone

Bridge:
People come and go
That I've always known
So I'll leave the door wide
Wide open...

Chorus:
I never know if I'm in love
Love, love
Or if I'm just
Trying to push someone else in to giving up
So I feel sorry for myself again
I'm addicted to self deprecation
I never know if I'm in love
Or just hate being alone

Outro:
Being alone
Being alone
Being alone
Baby
Being alone
Being alone
Being alone
Baby