Addicted

Seven years of mornings
I was chasing your ghost
Consoling myself from the lies that you’ve sown
I blamed myself when you fucked with my head
Wake up alone to the blurry nights spent

I played my role in the drama
But I’m losing myself in the method

'Cause I’m addicted
Addicted, addicted to
Being wanted
Though I’ll never ask you to
No, I’ll pretend I don’t want you to

Took what I could get
But I knew I didn’t want to
Broke my own heart 'cause I knew I didn’t need to
I was always chasing what I didn’t know was real
But I wanted it so bad that I broke their hearts too
Do they still taste me?
'Cause I don’t even know their faces no more
I hope you hate me
'Cause I don’t relate, ooh
I don’t know when I stopped locking the doors
But I just can’t help but to let you in

'Cause I’m addicted
Addicted, addicted to
Being wanted
Though I’ll never ask you to
No, I’ll pretend I don’t want you to

No, I’ll pretend
I’ll pretend I don’t want you to

As a ghost you never left
Cigarettes hanging off of your breath
Do you still watch me get undressed
While I invite strangers into my bed?
As a ghost you never left
Messages I would have left on read
I found myself in the time I spent
I know what love is now

I found something genuine
I’ve got her heart in my hands

(I’m not broken now)
I’m safe inside her love
(Know what I deserve)
I learned how to love
(I left on a light)
She let me ignite

I have the power to burn for her
While I heal in her flame

I’m addicted
(Addicted to her love)
I’m addicted to her love
(It’s all that I want and more)
Had to forgive myself
So I could fall in love like I mean it
I love you like I mean it

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