ADDICTED 2 THA DARK

[Intro]
(Célestial Order)

(Mare on the beat)

[Chorus]
Eric died 6 years ago, his shadows in my room
In his own world, pourin' juice as he await his doom
4 doin' 8 for a robbery, it's gettin' crude
I don't wanna' feel, I got no ceilings so I'm bumpin' tune

I ain't wanna' see yo' face again, so I went to the moon
You know how diamonds formed babe that's why I pressure you
How you have to cut a nigga off so you can better you?
I should have opened up my eyes before I stepped to you

[Verse 1]
I can't believe it, I lost two soldiers for the weekend
I know my body gettin' stronger but my soul it weakens
Oh see, I know you pity me for these words I'm speakin'
This perk gon' be the death of me before they have me leakin'

Oh she knew to step to me before she had a reason
So she kept it cool
See I was tryna' play it right until they broke the rules
My whole life had went left I shoulda' stayed in school

Been telling niggas breakin' laws ain't even that hard
Came in with niggas from the D & then I left with cards
Came with my heart on my sleeve but she left it scarred
I'ma playa', I can't play no role 'cause I am the star
Fuck it, hit her boulevard with shooters and take the charge

This ain't my fault, bitch you shoulda played yo' part
You left with all the lights on but it's givin' dark
Could never care about a bitch but this one had my heart

You told me I can't handle you from the very start
So, let me guess, then it's not yo' fault?

Been tryna' focus on the music but it's getting hard
Every time I close my fucking eyes all I see is dark
Just need a glimmer though I know I can't handle the spark

Pray for spider, cause I'm dyin' in the dark
Don't need a glimmer, I was born for the dark
Feel like a tweaker 'cause I'm itchin' for the dark
Yea, that's where I belong, in the dark

That's where I belong, in the dark (x3)

[Chorus]
Eric died 6 years ago, his shadows in my room
In his own world, pourin' juice as he await his doom
4 doin' 8 for a robbery, it's gettin' crude
I don't wanna' feel, I got no ceilings so I'm bumpin' tune

I ain't wanna' see yo' face again, so I went to the moon
You know how diamonds formed babe that's why I pressure you
How you have to cut a nigga off so you can better you?
I should have opened up my eyes before I stepped to you

[Verse 2]
Should have opened up my eyes but I kept it cool, for what?
If it's up then it's stuck with you, baby give it up
I just need yo' heart again, I can earn the trust
We was totin' lethal weapons not that movie stuff

I was tryna' bring the tech in, when they set you up
We was tryna' fuck on best friends, both 'em bad as fuck
Took that bitch and made her back bend, carma sutra
The perk ruined my session, got a nigga mad as fuck

You still gon' be my best man as a ghost, suited up
I do this rap shit for you my nigga, I ain't givin' up
I had to cry rappin' this, I'm having visions seein' us
Ridin' round in bentley coupes, sippin' drank-the two of us

[Outro]
I know you ain't never seen a soldier cry
I'm livin' proof when you can look this soldier in his eye
And everyday is overwhelming my eyes getting dry
I'm rayin' for better days & I can see 'em now

The same niggas left me wounded the ones bleedin' out
The same niggas left me cryin' the ones screamin' out
Célestial Order on the tee, hoes fiendin' now
And bitch I'm doin' this for E, I'ma make it out

(Célestial Order)