Addicition

Yeah
Shit i don't know
I don't
Yeah

I just don't know how to deal with this
I just don't know how to deal with this (deal with this)
Drown in drugs to ease my sorrows (my sorrows)
Pour it up, I wanna die slow
Had to grow up and do different things
But I can't keep myself together, this is tense (this is tense)
I've been dealing with addiction (addiction)
I've been dealing with addiction

All the time that I've lost
I should've not been involved, yeah
You had the call, you clicked ignore, yeah
I had to pick all my pieces and ball, yeah
You turned my summer into a broad
And I ain't doing the same for far
I just been fighting with my thoughts, yeah
Been thinking 'bout you, can't make it stop

Gave you the tools to break my heart
Now I'm here lost in the dark
Don't know 'bout you and I'm scared of these parts (wow)
Yeah, these are the time that I feel alone
There is nothing new girl, I been on my own
But I never thought you was goin' to be the one who does this
Didn't think so

I just don't know how to deal with this
I just don't know how to deal with this (deal with this)
Drown in drugs to ease my sorrows (my sorrows)
Pour it up, I wanna die slow
Had to grow up and do different things
But I can't keep myself together, this is tense (this is tense)
I've been dealing with addiction (addiction)
I've been dealing with addiction

(Hold up, nah nah nah)
We was the band you never ever before
But then you left and now my heart done turned to stone
Still can't believe it girl, you always been this cold

Had to get away from you (ouh)
We was in different locations
I was in Virginia feeling anxious (anxious)
You was in the city making playlists

Damn, you played my homies shit
I'm petrified from how you moving bitch
I texted you 'bout how I gave you love
You read that shit and then deleted it
Fuck
I don't know what to do anymore
Shit, I don't

I just don't know how to deal with this
I just don't know how to deal with this (deal with this)
Drown in drugs to ease my sorrows (my sorrows)
Pour it up, I wanna die slow
Had to grow up and do different things
But I can't keep myself together, this is tense (this is tense)
I've been dealing with addiction (addiction)
I've been dealing with addiction