Adderall

She told me don't pop a pill i said get in the back hoe
I just wanna be ok but sometimes im an asshole
Get behind the wheel i just really hope I crash tho
Perky kickin in and its fadin into black slow

I just wanna be ok
Fantasize bout the bullet goin through my brain
All these shitty fuckin drugs drivin me insane
And its all because u didn't feel the same

Head in the wall shes sippin alcohol
Dont lemme fall
Im takin adderall
Focus on me
I know that u would cheat
Pills that i swallow
Feelin so hollow

You were never there
Yeah u nеver seemed to care
And all thе other guys would stare
And u would fuck em for a dare

But im not ok
Suicidal thoughts comin back everyday
Take another pill so they stay out my way

She told me don't pop a pill i said get in the back hoe
I just wanna be ok but sometimes im an asshole
Get behind the wheel i just really hope I crash tho
Perky kickin in and its fadin into black slow

I just wanna be ok
Fantasize bout the bullet goin through my brain
All these shitty fuckin drugs drivin me insane
And its all because u didn't feel the same

Pills on the counter
Im just a coward
Leave me alone
And stop hittin my phone
Chuggin down liquor
Im feelin sicker
Pills that i swallow
Feelin so hollow

You were never there
Yeah u never seemed to care
And all the other guys would stare
And u would fuck em for a dare

But im not ok
Suicidal thoughts comin back everyday
Take another pill so they stay out my way

She told me don't pop a pill i said get in the back hoe
I just wanna be ok but sometimes im an asshole
Get behind the wheel i just really hope I crash tho
Perky kickin in and its fadin into black slow

I just wanna be ok
Fantasize bout the bullet goin through my brain
All these shitty fuckin drugs drivin me insane
And its all because u didn't feel the same