Act up

I know I’m not what you expected
So full of promise , my beauty is shown
So how could you never respect it ?
Instead of flowers , I’m met with some thorns and I keep on pushing ignoring these flaws , ignoring these doubts , ignoring these scars . It feels like this record is stuck on repeat . While I keep on dying , denying defeat and your just enjoying my pain. Enjoying my tears , enjoying my struggle . You know that I’m destined for fame . I put in this work, I put in these hours and ever since then , this sh** has went sour . you question my judgement stay draining my power . It feels like I’m broken , no need for a fix. I’m gasping for air while I’m swallowing bricks

Oh don’t make me act up
Oh don’t make me act up
All up in my ear
Don’t make me act up
Get up out of here
Don’t make me act up

See the truth is just evident , you doing this sh** to stay relevant
I’m tryin, I’m tryin , I’m tryin but I’ll set it off in this residence . I’m killin this beat , oh yeah I’m bringing this heat. I grind til I die so yeah I really don’t sleep . It’s funny how all of a sudden your not that important to me . It’s funny how all of this time you weren’t even rooting for me , but I’ll be okay . I’m making this bank , I’m focused on life . Fu** what you think!

Oh don’t make me act up
Oh don’t make me act up
All up in my ear
Don’t make me act up
Get up out of here
Don’t make me act up

See I needed you ! I needed your support ! I needed you to be there ! I needed you to tell me , tell me that I was loved . Not anymore ! See I found that everything I needed was inside of me ! So if your hoping , or praying for my downfall..... keep waiting