Acquaintance

When did it get this fucking lonely?
I try to make it better, but I just made it worse
I reckon that you used to know me
Before I went MIA and pushed everyone away

Girl, I can’t deny I’m stupid
Hold my head 'cause I might lose it
Walked away, came back as a new man
What’s the point of heaven knows that I’m losing

I took time to find the good in me
I realized I’m better 6 feet deep
‘Cause all of my friends taking LSD
For half of their whole life might be good for me
Like who would’ve guessed I’m really not surprised
They’d probably be better unalive

My crush don’t like me at least that’s what I think
I’ve never been the one to take a fucking chance
I guarantee the money that’s been in my hand
Will go to the friends that needed drugs instead
All my life been supported by no one
All my life fuck I hate knowing no one
Been pushing myself away
Can’t even think straight
Half my friends think that I’m gay
Although they barely talk to me
I reckon that you used to know me
Before I went MIA and pushed everyone away

Girl, I can’t deny I’m stupid
Hold my head 'cause I might lose it
Walked away, came back as a new man
What’s the point of heaven knows that I’m losing

All my life been supported by no one
All my life fuck I hate knowing no one