Accountability

Tryna hard not to doubt myself
Why i ain't made it?
Why dont i got wealth ?
Why am i still stuck in this hell?
Why did god not help ?
Fuck going on like whats the problem
Cuz its not myself
Hold up tee you gotta hold yourself accountable
Nigga why would god show you something you ain’t showed him shit
Gotta stop waitin that ain't paitence you ain't blow up yet
These niggas cannot fuckin with you and they knowin that
?? ain’t got your full focus yet
Bullshittin out here fuckin with these hoes again
Nah tee i just want a bitch to glow up with
I want love but always end up hurtin not focusin
Behind love I went broke, broke hearts, and got broke up with
Thats what you get lowered yo standard and settled for em
You posed to play chess in this shit you playin chеckerboard
Doggin out these wеak hoes you shoulda got a better one
These bitches tryna trap you why you nuttin in them ??
What yo really on?
Grind season you not even sposed to be fuckin with these hoes
They fuckin you but they ain't genuinely fucking with you tho
Yea right tee im dumb as hell what the fuck im livin for
I be waking up depressed and mad
Like catch an opp but bullets in his chest and head
I had so many sad days laying stressed in bed
Where i was i living but i wanted to be dead instead
My brother trippin i ain't talk to my pops in weeks
All i hear is criticism when everybody speaks
Why i grew up wipin tears off my mama cheeks
Why the world so fucked up tell me honestly
You soundin weak you ain't the only one who been through it
Get through it get outta bed and get ahead and get some shit groovin
You gon go to jail kill niggas or get killed stupid
Tee its a lot of shit you gotta quit doin cuz you ain't the same nigga
You ain't like niggas yo brain bigger
You ain't made to make the news
You could make millions
You can't change niggas feelins
You can’t changes bitches
You the only thing that you can change nigga
I guess you right gang
Im the only thing that i can change
Gon have to hold myself accountable
Had to pick my mind over my heart
Fuck some feelings