I wanna live real life
Even if it's unkind
I wanna live real life
Tossed up in the real
What was the meaning of your struggle
If not to be growing stronger?
I know accidents happen
I get up and give another try
Every platitude I tell you
I was believing something other
I was dreaming that your crashed your car
Fly from the seat and broke your arms
Through all of this trouble we were near each other
We were near each other's hearts
But through all of this we never touched
"I know you're a faker, I know who you hurt to get here"
You’ll remember those words from time to time
When you're totally alone and wondering why
Crucible, seen between cracks in the moonlight
Refractions in the moonlight
Like a dog sneaking in the dead of night
Eating up scraps of the feast like
True zero, primping in the mirror like a queen bee
Narcissus at the water, do you see me?
Like a dog sniffing for a scrap bone
Indifferent to the jeers, to the thrown stones
I wanna look into your eyes and feel your presence again
Feel your tension grip and loosen here again
Here’s a pacifying edict to your friend here again
Here is them here again, here is them here again
I wanna look into your eyes and feel your presence again
Feel your tension grip and loosen here again
Here’s a pacifying edict to your friend here again
Here is them here again, here is them here again
True zero
Looked out the window here this morning
It was dark and raining
I was folding up this paper and
Walking into the post office (Walking to the corner store)
And I think back of you and wonder
Where you'd go with all your anger
If by chance we'd never met at all
If our two paths had never crossed
Bellows released Accidents Happen on Fri Feb 22 2019.