​acceptance

[Intro]
Landfill

[Verse 1]
I hate that I don’t understand what I mean when I'm saying that I’m so in love with you
I know that it’s hard for the both of us, hope that you know I still fuck with you
I know that you’re feeling indifferent about it, I wish you were proud of me
Lately, I’m doubting myself, it just hurts me that you ever doubted me

[Chorus]
Promised myself wouldn’t cry again
You killed me once, I can’t die again
Some days I feel like I’m sad and I suck
Feels like I’m down on my luck
Ever since you went away, I feel like I can never feel right again
Tell you I miss you, you read it, I think I just fucked up my life again

[Verse 2]
I am so sick of this shit
Why can’t I just go and forget
That time that we kissеd
There is an ache in my hip and
It's all causе I carry these feelings
I’m counting my blessings
Always said I am the villain
I hope that one day I’m forgiven
I’m feeling the tension
I’m still making songs 'bout depression
And this just another confession
Smile on my face but I swear that it’s not what it seems
Never switch up for these hoes, it’s you that I need
You just need to love yourself, don’t worry 'bout me
You just need to love yourself, don’t worry 'bout me

[Chorus]
Promised myself wouldn’t cry again
You killed me once, I can’t die again
Some days I feel like I’m sad and I suck
Feels like I’m down on my luck
Ever since you went away, I feel like I can never feel right again
Tell you I miss you, you read it, I think I just fucked up my life again

[Post-Chorus]
I hate that I don’t understand what I mean when I'm saying that I’m so in love with you (I'm so in love with you)
I know that it’s hard for the both of us, hope that you know I still fuck with you (I still fuck with you)
I know that you’re feeling indifferent about it, I wish you were proud of me (I wish you were proud of me)
Lately, I’m doubting myself, it just hurts me that you ever doubted me (That you ever doubted me)