Accentuated Nothing

Everybody has a question
If not an adoring letter
If not words of disappointment
I'm being blackmailed with integrity
I read every word
I cannot respond
Letters come from every land
I've got nowhere to run
I watch my words
Feel like I'm walking on eggshells
Every other word could be a case against me

I'm not anybody
An accentuated nothing
Your bribes and accusations
Are a daily reminder

Living in the suburbs
Says my words changed her life
I don't think I'm up for that responsibility
When she's disappointed
I wish I was not alive
I guess it's all my fault inadvertently

I have such regret
On the last years of my life
The thought of reliving any chapters
Is a new level of disappointment

I'm not anybody
An accentuated nothing
Your bribes and accusations
Are a daily reminder